And So I Said...

There is the nothing aching

When voices are there 

Always two

I close my eyes

In my dreams

I am running and calling

It's nearly dark

We are on the main road

Before the Terror

I am running in front.

Was I ever really in front? 

Was I ever really older?

I am running

To protect you

Look to my brilliant blonde shadow

Say faster

Terror is so close

We run fast enough to the windmill

With friendly spirit trees it might not catch you

Make you small and brittle and scared

Not fast enough

Shyness and poison of nothingness

Hang on the Terror

Like cobwebs calling you

But you never turn

So we keep running

Can you still hear me?

We curl into each other

In a frozen rocky outcrop

For us it is just a silent night, holy night 

I don't feel you breathing. 

Think of Pooh and Me

There are always two

It will make sense

Forest of the Hundred Acre Woods

Peace and play

Now the sun has set

I lie inside a picture playground

Until the Terror has left with doubt 

With a piece of my body

A veined bundle torn from my heart,

And games and dreams.