miss Ashlee

Miss Ashlee

Well it starts

Where I wasn’t ever

 The one who was meant to have you

With my not the mother

And vision of the Greek Isles

And dreams of the seas of the golden liberty

And I didn’t think

And you came

And it made mad sense

From the moment give me grace thing

I wasn’t sure

Did you feel the same as me

Was this really the only place you

Wanted to be?

But when you stand with your two toys

And I see you with all the savage meant to be others

You make me want to weep

And claw flesh  and suck blood

And I have no gifts

And throw you for miles into the sea

But that’s mummy

And you gave me a stage

And eyes that the colorlessness

Showed and joined and do you feel the same?

Because this is how do I know

If you even want to be with me?

But what I do know

Is that your heartbeat

Was the most I ever could have asked for

You made it, you got it my little one

I did my best for you, me and my drum

And you my girl

Were even smart enough

To know when they

Scheduled you

Tuesdays for the money you see

But you knew

And you started

With this so called mother

With her guardians

But on that night

I was on my own

With you coming

And we met

And it was all like when I saw

The suicides

And the bladders operations

And the self killing

But this one morning

It wasn’t like that

And we did it all good lady

And you were are trooper
and I was totally fine but I shook little baby

And they stuck my spine

Next to the tattoo of the happy ending far away

And then almost you

Surgeon I know it’s OK

Tearing

And I don’t know

And you cry

And It’s OK

And they pull you out

And you could say a lot

But I was just like

You’re so weird

But it’s you

Makes sense

Crazy talk but I think

I seriously did love before

And this life thing of yours

Will do the happy ending weirdo pretty strange one

No real gifts for you

But I honour you

In all  that I have missed little baby

I lay before you

My chest

Of the drums and dolls and hopes and dreams

And I played my best for you

And I adore you giving me you

And you did good.

And that it’s it I promise my lady

forever