Would you rather
let me drown out my hearing
so that I don't hear those screams
the head bashes
the words I wish I never heard, obliterating my innocence
the seeming silent on off lights of the ER
Would you rather
let me close those eyes of the past forever
so that I don't see that little frame
that couch
the bones, the eyes that got so hurt, every time
the pills took the life away like a knife
obliterated
the wards upon the wards, the misheard faces lined in beds
when they were so young
Would you rather
let me shut out the pain so deep
beating out the bone and blood
I cannot ever find
the sucked out hole that will never leave
the confusion
an undying hope,
seeing
the undefeated magical places we made
hearing the the voices of our own choices
the ever lasting hope to understand
what happened to her
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