Monday, June 2, 2025

Lesotho

 


Polihali Village

 

4 – 9 March 2024

 

How do I describe the last five days out here in this remote corner of Lesotho, where few tourists ever venture.  As I write in our small prefab home, the earth starts to shake.  Not an earthquake, but violent, as another blast is detonated, exploding rocks to make a tunnel for what will hopefully one day be the only sustainable dam to give enough water to the city of Johannesburg.  No mean feat.

 

It's after 5 pm and sweat numbing hot.  The small house breathes heat, outside its not much better.  Friday afternoon after ours, but on site, there is no such thing as a normal working day. Like a port, it’s a never ending, organic system, guided not only by routine but by necessity.

 

My first impression of Lesotho was:  mountains.  And secondly, a lack of oppression, despite poverty and lack of resources, I saw peace, a miracle of survival as we headed, higher and higher.  From small “villages” to a place where no one could live, or stay, people stay.  

 

Driving, people exist.  In a way a person from the outside, without context and with a certain number of unknown standards, which all, disappear in the cool mountain air.  It’s a quick reset.  Herders, around, in the hills, by the roads, livestock seemingly free.  I must wonder how   this reality still can function.  The daily routine, so far removed from what has become the “reality”.  

 

But I started to think, Why are we, asking questions about someone else’s reality.  Because we feel stronger in our voice, for a reason we can’t reckon with. 

 

 

Do I think they are less energized by their daily routine.  Not at all.  If anything, I envy the belief in the flow of the natural voice.  And the deep connection to land, which is life.  At the end of the day, I feel like a witness to an energy where what will be, is not sanctioned, questioned, or taken for granted.  It is, it pulses, it chooses, and regulates.  Without social conduct.  Day by day, the ground and water say when, how, and how much.

   

 

The strange part about returning to Polihali Village is the sense of comfort, the familiarity of a somewhat dryer landscape, with a usual pace, the blasting rock, the constant stream of construction, the houses built around what will be a dam higher than one would be able to comprehend.  The laughter and loud voices at the end of the day, against a sharp sunset people flock to taxis, sheep and donkeys seem to graze unnoticed around the site, washing dries on barbed wire fencing, children walk home for what seems like miles, cheerful, carrying satchels almost their own size, oblivious to the bulldozers, hoping to get a sweet if someone in a car passes.

 

 

 

Wednesday, April 9, 2025

Leftovers

 Their voices have become audio memory,

Laughter in retropsect

Images, moments, fragments

A non fictional historical narrative

But slightly altered

A magically existing childhood edition

Dreams of unicorns and Christmas lights

Remain long after their departure.

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

Zimbabwe



the call of the unheard voice
the powerless, walking hand in hand
in a seeming miracle of survival
a land where the rushing waterfall plummets into the Zambezi
contradictory free falling water
a nation of oppressed men, women, children
asking for their thirst to be quenched
for the liberty of one meal a day
their pleas go unheard
until now, when they shout in the settlements
in the towns
in the ravaged farm lands
freedom.

Friday, July 28, 2017

Dawn



Their chests move
in gentle synchronicity
the deep breathing dreaming
of early morning
the darkest hour,
windows mist from their breaths
the stars were optimistic earlier
 laughing, shimmer glow watchful


as they are sleeping
the stars watch, weeping
the ebb in safe keeping
knowing they are fading.


Friday, July 14, 2017

Evening



She says
she swallowed a cactus
her stomach pricks and surges
she says
there are rats scratching and crawling
in her head
in the shadow of the doorway
a familiar soothing voice, long remembered
a cool bath
water trickles down her back
under a crystal star studded sky

Friday, June 16, 2017

Meeting

An unaccustomed, tired faded place
For a fevered aching heart
The heart that waded
Through swamps of sorrow
And long, dry dusty plains
With nothing to quench her quiet thirst
This half heart
walking the midnight deserted streets of longing
Met a fellow night traveler's heart
He heard a fracture deep in the cliff face
He put his ear to the ground
He understood.

Thursday, April 27, 2017

decade child



She dives into the wave
diving into the present,
falling from the past
she swims towards the current
quietly confident
unscathed by reality
she looks around at the other swimmers
some sink
some jump high
she holds strongly onto herself,

wading further
she takes a foreign hand
she moves into something new
a sandbank between childhood
and maturing into a new wave
higher, darker, different
frighteningly beautiful.